Supernatural 4x20

This is pretty much all over the place, sorry! I guess I'm still not completely coherent.
( 4x20 The Rapture )

( spoilers for promo )

Wow, 2 hours after the episode ended, there was some kind of commercial for the shows on the CW and it showed Sam and Dean hugging and I started crying again. I think there's something wrong with me, I don't think it's normal to be this attached to a show.

I need to find a Kripke is evil icon... any suggestions?